I'm hesitant to talk about all this. I want to share how much my mental health has been improving. At the same time, I worry that my sharing of certain realizations will make me come across as big-headed and delusional. I guess I still have a lot to work on where my insecurities are concerned. I started working on a screenplay around a month ago. The impetus sprung from the restlessness of being a 30 year old man that's surrounded by people who are moving forward in their lives. These are peers of my age and even much younger who are married, have families, or are in their career of choice. Comparatively speaking, I am stagnant in this area of life. I'm not in the place I had hoped that I would be in a decade ago. But the screenplay isn't really about that anymore. It went down an alternate but related path. Instead, I've chosen to focus on depicting the struggles of a man with depression. I wanted to show how he perceives the world through the prism that is despa...